How are you feeling today Dreamy?
I hope you sleep well Dreamy. X
Me too, I wish people would stop posting videos on this thread though. Or maybe ive got it wrong but an iPhone is never any good for forum sites.
Not me Dreamy.
I think they are only trying to cheer you up though. X
Try and get some rest. X
I slept a lot during the day
And at night, too.
Thinking of you and praying for you Richard, sleep and rest, that is when you heal the most.
Blue X
Hope you are feeling a little better today Dreamy. X
Iāve got another temperature spike of 38.6 - needs some attention to.
Vomited, but still feeling hot at 10:30.
Checking in on you Richard, with caring interestā¦so keep us up to date on everything that you are struggling withā¦
There are a lot of prayers going on for you, even in USA. Never give up hopeā¦
I am vomiting every day also. I have a serious illness and I donāt think I will be getting better, my age makes me unable to have certain operationsā¦due to chances of survivalā¦
But I am ok with it, I am ready to go. I donāt really want to live anymore. I am 76 in two weeks and thatās enough for me. I have had a hard life, and a happy one tooā¦but I have had enough.
I have a friend who is Catholic and Saturday she is going to lite a candle for you at her church.
Blue xxx
Itās sad to know when enough is enough, although no-one knows when they reach that point. My current infection is keeping me in hospital where I donāt want to be but have little to no choice.
It would be for you Richard cause you are too young. You have so much to live forā¦you are going to get better Richardā¦do not give up hope and keep praying. I will never give up on you because I know what I know!!!
Blue xxx
Oh dear Dreamy, still no light at the end of the tunnel?
I just canāt understand why they have not found the cause of this.
Please keep your strength, although I do understand that you must be at the end of your tether.
I will check back later. X
Such a co-incidence happened today Richard. I had to activate one of my cards, so after it was done, I asked the girl what country she is from because I knew she wasnāt from around here.
They always employ people in other countries for stuff like this. She said The Phillipinesā¦well that started a conversation because I started talking to her in Tagalog (their native language). Then I was talking to her about how sick I was, etc. We had quite a little chat.
Then she said āif I may, I would like to present a prayer request in our church tonight for you in Manillaā. I said Rain (that was her name), please not me, do one for my friend Richard and I told her a bit about what you were going throughā¦
She said there will be a prayer for BOTH of you tonight, my promise to you. I was thrilled and thought āwhat a co-incidenceā
So our prayer chain is growing quickly Richard, we got Canada, UK, Phillipines, and USAā¦I imagine you have some people in the UK for you as I have seen it mentioned on this thread, so that is wonderful. Feel the power, talk to your mind, think hard about being well Richardā¦
Your brain is your tool Richard, tell it what to doā¦
Love, Blue xx
Hi Richard, Just letting you know that we are thinking about you tonight and hope you are getting lots of sleep and restā¦
Log in soonā¦
Blue x
Another day endured nonetheless. I think Iām going to ask/ tell my consultant that I canāt go on like this,Iām thoroughly pissed off and want to leave so badly.
After a bone marrow biopsy this afternoon,theyāre letting me home as they donāt know what to do with me.
Iād rather know what was wrong with me first, but you canāt have everything. Iām to stick religiously to my paracetamol course and phone them the moment something goes wrong again.
Oh???
That is good, but, also bad news Dreamy.
I know you have had enough of being in the hospital, but, I agree on the āwhat is wrong with meā dilemma.
Keep us posted. x
But matey, given your current state of health, is there sufficient social care in your home - fār instance have the hospital put in place regular (daily???) visits by District Nurses, have the local authority put in place regular home care facilities for you??? Has your home been assessed by Occupational Therapists and to provide you with any disabled aids or equipment to make your life that much easier for you???