Thank you Rhi, the milestones are always so painful. It was only 3 weeks to the day after my mum died suddenly that my sister also died suddenly. I’ve never felt the same person since they died but life has to go one.
Hugs for you, I’m sorry to hear you are approaching a milestone. RIP our Mums xxxxx
I’m very sorry to hear of your pain Blue, it’s horrible isn#t it.
It’s been four years tomorrow since my precious sister died, I miss her so much and I struggle to get through milestones, its almost unbearable. I feel so sad the pain almost feel physical, the yearning is so hard and I just want tomorrow to be over. Mum and Julia both died suddenly within 3 weeks of each other 4 years ago and I pray they are together and that one day I will see them again.
When I am so sad it always helps me to write poems so I’m posting my poem dedicated to my sister for whoever cares to read. I was the baby blister, she was the big blister (terms of endearment we had for each other)
Four Years Gone
Julia I’m still missing you
Feel no easing of this pain
I still shed lots of tears
As I look down memory lane
I want again to hear your voice
And also see your face
Hear you say ‘I love you Sis’
And feel your warm embrace
Just as always, every day
I’m feeling sad inside
I want to give you lots of hugs
But I can’t because you’ve died
The overwhelming feelings
At times get overbearing
I want this pain to lessen
And feel my heart repairing
I doubt that this will ever be
As my heart has a gaping hole
The yearning I feel of missing you
Hurts deep inside my soul
It’s been 4 long years since you passed
My yearning is strong as ever
I really hope when the time is right
That again, we’ll be together
Always in my heart and soul, forever missing you my darling Big Blister.
xx